WELL ITS HAPPENING

After 9 gruelling months im about to be a NANA shit im a bit scared i never been a nana before so i hope im gonna be a good one.

Ive rung my dad and told him his Great grandson is on his way so hes excited but now im a bit worried bout the next phase in me life i never been an orphan before either :-(

will keep u all updated on the progress

WELL HES BACK IN HOSPITAL :-(

I got a fone call this morning at 5.30 from my sister Erica dad was taken to hospital at 3am my brother and her thout they would let me sleep as dad has had me running around for him over the last few days and they both new i wasnt coping.

So up i went at 8.30 he was having heart trouble and his breathing wasnt the best, his ankles are now swelling so his kidneys are failing again he keeps bugging me bout Brock wants to see him before he goes.

The specialist Dr Holst (Yip thats right Alisons daughter) shes really nice and concerned bout dad she thinks that maybe we look at putting dad into a hospital wing in a rest home as he needs more care than the home can give him he was concerned about where we are going to put him as he really likes the home that hes in so he said he would only go into Combrae in feilding so we have to have family meeting and see his social worker that is if he survives this episode.

well the rain has stopped and the sun is now shining so i better go and do the dishes

LETS HOPE NEXT YEAR IS BETTER

Cause god knows i cant take much more of this crap.

Dads not to good hes been in and out of hospital and its putting a real strain on me heart Ive not told neil bout the pains he just dont seem to understand what im going thru both of his parents are still here and now im gonna be an orphan any day now and i feel so alone.

When you watch someone dying its the hardest thing in the world.

The neighbours are really pissing everyone off they have gone and chained the only remaining gate and that bloke actually owns the driveway man what a ruckess that caused he cut the chain and lock and then ran over the gate when the neighbours were approached they had the nerve to say it was us we think hes trying to cause trouble the bustard the neighbour told him in now if you ever lock me gate again there will be more trouble than he can handle so lets hope he listens eh.

Well chrisy has been and gone and im so looking forward to next year
Brock is nearly here hes giving his mum a bit of a hard time hes not in the right position and shes havin real probs with her back.
Dad has told the home hes just waiting to see Brock thens its all over.
Brock will be his first greatgrand child and hes so looking forward to meeting him so im excited about Brock coming but sad at the same time cause i know as soon as im a nana dad will give up so its real hard at the mo eh.
well the dishes are waiting so chow for now

Well it finally happened

Well the neighbours have finally pissed of the one person that they shouldnt, the man with the power to CUT of there water and yip they been cut off LOL that will teach them eh
they all shitty now I wonder why lol
Well you cant be upseting everyone but they have there are 4 of us in our little lifestye blocks who all get along we share the grass so the stock have plenty to eat they even share the grass with one of the neighbours when theres run out so why would you go and upset everyone like they have all over a gate that they blocked up, they have now paddlocked every singe gate in our community so we have to cut the chains to move the stock then they call the police and send nasty letters to everyone. Not very nice people at all.

Cant wait for them to move and get some good neighbours cause i dont like the fricton all this is causing.

Well i have lost 4.8 kilos since i last blogged cool eh im being so good its scary i have been going to a meeting in feilding as its hard going to meetings in palmy when just about all the members know you a leader and sometimes you just want to sit back and just be a member to.
Just cause you a leader you dont have all the answers and when things go wong with you you go get help from the others so thats what ive done good on me eh.

Dads not been to good he had another heart attack and spent 5 days in hospital he played up merry hell as well when they wouldnt let him out of there, behaved like 2 year old was so embarassing we had to tell him off and when he left he done the fingers to the hospital well did he get a telling off then the naughty little boy. Its so sad to watch someone who used to be so independant and active reduced to a 2 year old in nappies
if i go like him someone please shoot me i dont want to be remembered like that.

The bears have settled well into there new rooms i leave the wardrobe doors open (they connect the 2 rooms together) so they dont stress out to much well so i dont stress to much lol cant handle them being seperated sad i no but thats me lol i have brought a couple more and neil hasnt spied them yet lol man im good eh
well i had better go and get some house work done
chow for now

I bet you wondered where i was eh

Well i've been busy moving all them bears. YES i moved them and what a mission it was but they moved now so i aint gonna move them again so he better be happy with were they are or there be hell to pay im a telling ya.

Well ive been real busy went up to auckland on saturday for leaders seminar and all i can say is KEEP coming cause you will all be excited when you find out whats in store for you all cause i am.:-)
I had a wonderful time catching up with chris shes got a lovely home but there so many people who live in auckland and how she dont get lost i will never know. so im looking forward to her coming down soon :-)
By the way chris that lotto ticket SUCKED big time worse one i ever got lol oh well lets hope me Big wed ticket is better eh.


The weathers been a bit shitty here with a real nice day thrown in now and then so todays ok it could be better.

You wont believe what i did today man i can be so lazy sometimes, but in my defence it a bit cold now and i really needed to go to the loo so i usually drive me car down the drive then walk up the drive and pick up the wheelie bin then walk down me drive to drop it in its spot (now me drive if you dont know is about 160 meteres long so it aint a 2 sec job ok) so lazy me stuck the handle over me tow bar and off i went now how i didnt think of it sooner i will never know it was so easy but then on the exercise front i suck today but i got powerplate this arvo so i dont feel to bad now eh well i better go fix his tea and get ready for power plate so chow for now.

THEY MOVING TODAY HONEST

Its very sad at my place today :-( YES they are moving, it dont seem fair to stick me bears in to two rooms when they were perfectly happy in the one.
especially when the room they were in is now not going to get used . Now i wonder if i was to tell him to move his beloved junk out of the garage what sort of reception i would get huh.

well hes off down at mitre 10 so he can get a bit of wood so he can mount his new tv and we moved the old tv into the lounge last nite after a few of the bears were removed i wonder if he gets me any shelving that hes been promising to get me for a while now while hes there. I need a few shelves put up in the new rooms for the bears so that when Brock comes to stay they wont get hurt.

well this aint getting them moved or improving my mood so I better get cracking.

SEAMS IVE UPSET THE OLD FARTS LOL LOL

Well im terriblelly sorry for calling the girls OLD FARTS seams we are young farts lol so im SOOOOOOOO SORRY GIRLS. seams im learning a thing or to about bloging seems Capitals are not excepted in the blogging community as you all think im YELLING AT YOU but im not honest im just to lazy to keep pushing the shift button so im juat gonna try my best and not be lazy. -)

Well neil is back and hes about to upset the neighbours by moving the cows so, to do that he has to cut the chain that the stupid people put on our gate, we can expect the cops this arvo i think. But we have the permission of the other neighbours to move them so there gonna be squabbles in the neighbourhood tonight lol.

Morning tea was good had a lovely chat with the girls it was just so nice to sit back and just chat and not have to hurry home so im looking forward to the next one.

Well bloggers the day has come I have to move me lovely bears i can put it off no longer hes getting grumpy so im gonna do it a bit at a time so i dont get to stressed i know you all think im quite mad they only bears after all but they are more to me than that and those that know me understand that sooo i better get off me chuff and get cracking :-(
i have to hide the 7 others that arrived while he was away I'm soooooooo bad eh lol
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